The Dark Lord Give-No-Fucks

You may know me from tumblr, same url

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Ugh...

I've been having some seriously restless dreams lately. Not really frightening just... restless.

I need to go to sleep but I'm kind of avoiding it for that reason


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divo
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Digital drawing of myself sitting on a gold and red light sign that reads: 20.

20 Follower Art Giveaway πŸŽ‰

wooo πŸ˜€ kisses every single one of yous, metaphorically

i'm giving away a digital painting of whatever the winner wants... im flexible 🎨

πŸ“rules

  • like and reblog this post to participate
  • must be already following (obvs)
  • thats it!

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Lavender Town's Theme

Junichi Masuda for Pokemon Red / Blue

Lavender Town's Theme, Pokemon Red / Blue by Junichi Masuda


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darkhorsedouglas(they/them)
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Jolteon Colour Palette Challenge

i wish shiny Jolteons look liked this ;A;


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thedarklordgivenofucks

Coming to the realization that if I want comfort I have to trust people enough to tell them I'm hurting like

thedarklordgivenofucks

Ok see the thing is, the kids I went to school with growing up were sadists. Seriously. They'd catch me crying about something, feign sympathy so I'd tell them what was wrong, and then use that information to tease me more. The teachers were the farthest thing from helpful which is a common thing in the American Public Education Systemβ„’, so they either told me to get over it or told me I was being silly for letting said Thing upset me (or both)

And now because of this, outside of never trusting an authority figure to actually help me when I need them to, I also can't cry. Not even in private. I'm completely terrified of showing vunerability, because every time I did as a kid my peers swept in like vultures.

And now that I'm an adult, it's seriously killing me, because I'm not upset about harmless kid things I'm upset about Big Adult things. And it's tearing me apart. And I need to confide in someone, seek comfort, etc. but I litterally can't bring myself to trust anyone enough, I can't get over this mental block. I can't move past that trauma of "they're just faking it so they can hurt you more." And it's really really really not helping.



thedarklordgivenofucks(they/them)
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Sorry about the 3 am depression posting, I just wanna feel like I'm talking to someone and everyone I know is asleep


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I'm tired of feeling like a toy sailboat, moved by the ocean's whim and unable to control my destiny, when all around me iron steamboats trailblaze against the wind.


thedarklordgivenofucks(they/them)
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Coming to the realization that if I want comfort I have to trust people enough to tell them I'm hurting like


thedarklordgivenofucks(they/them)
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So.... I have this problem, where it feels like every time I find a group of friends something happens and it falls apart within a few months.

I noticed it when I got back into neopets in highschool, every time I joined a guild it died within a few weeks. Then my highschool friend group went their separate ways (no hard feelings, just, growing up) and then my college friend group did the same thing, and now even my online friends that I found over the last few years, half of them don't speak to each other for various reasons

Obviously all of this has me feeling incredibly lonely, like my very presence is cursed to make people unhappy, and it's a great deal of emotional stress

.... but there's this tiny voice in my head that says "become a neo-nazi, use this power for good"


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dougligaming
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naiad
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star-rice(he/him)
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persephone

i just think it's rude that i have to go to work instead of getting to keep bees, tend an orchard, sing freely, and swim in the sunshine


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thoughts(he/him)
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thoughts

it sure would be a shame if one more person followed my art blog so i reached a milestone because then i would have nooo choice but to do an awesome giveaway... πŸ€”

how unfortunate would that be? but rest easy, it could never happen. never... πŸ›€ /s


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coffee
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naiad

I think I have some minors following me and just be careful on the internet guys. I made a lot of dumb internet mistakes as a teen and I have younger siblings that are approaching those years and it makes me worry for everyone who's around their ages.

It's easy to think you're mature for your age but just be a kid. Hold on to that for a while.

darkhorsedouglas

But also don't be afraid to enjoy the things in fandom spaces. Make your Ocs, awkwardly photoshop your OTPs together, and listen to fan songs on loop. Don't worry about the "cringe". Don't worry about having "mature" takes. You can still be a part of fandom! Just please be safe while doing it!


kvistwig

Also. The block button is your ultimate boundary enforcer. If you try to set boundaries and those boundaries are ignored (or worse, the other person tries to make you feel bad for or afraid of enforcing your boundaries) you are allowed to block them.



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naiad
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naiad

I think I have some minors following me and just be careful on the internet guys. I made a lot of dumb internet mistakes as a teen and I have younger siblings that are approaching those years and it makes me worry for everyone who's around their ages.

It's easy to think you're mature for your age but just be a kid. Hold on to that for a while.

thoughts

just some tips from a veteran to ward off creeps, scammers, and other online hazards:

  1. don't doxx yourself. nobody needs to know your last name. or the names of friends, family members, your school, or workplace. those last two can ruin your life if you say or do the wrong thing.
  2. don't try to get into 18+ spaces. there's nothing mystical or badass about them. you can end up with a messed up or traumatic perception of things like sex, violence, drug use, etc. and if you get caught faking your age, it'll put you and others in legal trouble.
  3. don't take sexual photos, even if you don't send them. the laws around it are dodgy, and neither your phone nor the connection between 2 phones are totally safe. it's prime blackmail material and it's not worth it!
  4. don't post photos or videos of identifiable places where you live, especially if you go there often!
  5. your photos contain EXIF data. it's mostly harmless, but it can include personal and location data. there are apps that can scrub that information, but if that sounds like too much work, fiddle with your settings to see if you can turn those 2 things off.


thedarklordgivenofucks(they/them)
naiad
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naiad

I think I have some minors following me and just be careful on the internet guys. I made a lot of dumb internet mistakes as a teen and I have younger siblings that are approaching those years and it makes me worry for everyone who's around their ages.

It's easy to think you're mature for your age but just be a kid. Hold on to that for a while.


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thoughts(he/him)
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crownedwithwisteria

βœ¨πŸ’– friendly reminder to take whatever meds, vitamins, or supplements your body needs to keep functioning today βœ¨πŸ’–


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princeofdoom
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Hi I love miku hatsune


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star-rice(he/him)
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supermario(he/him)
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supermario

When I hear doll, I think of a toy made of soft materials, like cloth and stuffing.

When I hear action figure, I think of a toy made of hard materials, like plastic.

Ergo, Barbie is an action figure.


Hello hi hey

Saw someone share this site so I thought I'd park my name and see how it goes! I'm Melon and I'm working on a webcomic/series about a group of delinquents and their cracked out boss.


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naiad
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painted kiwis with one of them cut in half. A sketch of the bird, kiwi is also there.

Found one of my old art warm ups lol


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thoughts(he/him)
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intrepid-inkweaver

So, there's this survey that goes around every year called the Gender Census about terms and pronouns used by trans/nonbinary people and since there are so many enbies floating around Waterfall, I figured I would share the link to it.

It's here.


Profile headshot drawing of a white man wearing a red clown wig and red clown nose, smiling in a way that is somewhat unsettling.

Agent 49

"There wasn’t anything 49 loved more than a friendly brawl. Except, possibly, explosions."

Whew, I haven't drawn anything in a long time, I'm glad I managed to finish this. I'm hoping to do head shots of the other characters as well, but we'll see how that pans out XD


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